la bandeja de entrada.

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wip.

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[hgb]

I'm going out of my fucking mind

[autolysis]

what happened this time?

[hgb]

What's that supposed to mean?

[autolysis]

that you're already out of your mind
what's wrong

[hgb]

Probably

[ It takes him a little longer for the next part. ]

Do you ever wonder what it would've been like for us if we'd actually wanted to fuck back then?

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[ Well that's a weird thing to ask out of the blue. ]

Like if we had stayed together?
Not really

[hgb]

Yeah

[ Of course she doesn't, Ash, she has someone, she's happy. ]

Okay, sorry

[autolysis]

Why are you sorry?
Do you?
If you want the entire truth, I used to
I don't think I would have minded, you know?
Are you okay? Do you need me to come over?

[hgb]

No, come on, don't freak out
Just been on my mind lately
Maybe would've made things easier

[autolysis]

What happened?
You don't ever talk about when we were together like you miss it

[hgb]

Why would you? Ever, I mean
You wouldn't have minded, fuck

[autolysis]

because despite what you tell yourself you're not a bad guy

[hgb]

That's not the point
Forget it

[hgb]

[ Had he even promised her he'd tell her what going on with him? He doesn't fucking remember. But she'd been pretty upset with him, he remembers that. So as much as he wants to keep this thing with Dahlia close to his chest — literally keep her close where it's safe and no one else's business — he eventually decides he doesn't really have any good options here without inviting more aggravation than he needs, and does his duty to Mari as her best friend. ]

I fucked her, you happy?

[autolysis]

language
yes
are you?

[hgb]

I'm never happy

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oh calm down zuko

[hgb]

What

[autolysis]

WATCH AVATAR
anyway
for real
are you happy?

[hgb]

Oh the cartoon
That's a lot to expect out of one night

[autolysis]

but it hasn't been just one night for you

[hgb]

So you're asking if it lived up to expectations

[autolysis]

no
i'm asking if you have any regrets

[hgb]

It was good

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that's not an answer to the question i asked
but I'm glad
you deserve something nice