la bandeja de entrada.

[autolysis]

wip.

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[hgb]

No, come on, don't freak out
Just been on my mind lately
Maybe would've made things easier

[autolysis]

What happened?
You don't ever talk about when we were together like you miss it

[hgb]

Why would you? Ever, I mean
You wouldn't have minded, fuck

[autolysis]

because despite what you tell yourself you're not a bad guy

[hgb]

That's not the point
Forget it

[autolysis]

Absolutely not
You text me out of the blue saying you're going out of your mind
Then you ask me if I've ever wondered what it'd be like if we stayed together
And then when I tell you, you act like it's the end of the world
No
I will NOT forget it
What the fuck is going on???

[hgb]

Alright, calm down

[hgb]

[ Several minutes later: attachment.jpg. ]

[autolysis]

????

[hgb]

Dahlia

[autolysis]

What about her?

[ It only takes her a couple of seconds to figure — well, something out. ]

Does she not want the lessons anymore?

[hgb]

She hasn't said anything like that but maybe
I was with someone and before you get pissed at me I didn't mention it because it's nothing serious
But Dahlia called while I was with her and didn't seem to want to have much to do with me today after that

[autolysis]

Well if she hasn't said it there's no reason to get upset

[hgb]

Yeah, you're probably right
Thanks

[autolysis]

So how did you get that picture of her

[hgb]

When she wasn't looking

[autolysis]

Bullshit she doesn't mean anything to you as anything other than a student
That's why you're upset, isn't it

[ She will absolutely @ you. ]

[hgb]

What the hell do you think I've been trying to tell you?

[autolysis]

I speak English, Spanish and Spanglish, not broody ass.

[hgb]

You forgot bitch

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No, I said English

[hgb]

That's nice

[autolysis]

This is why you need to use your words pendejo

[hgb]

[ Careful, Mari, it feels oddly comforting when you call him an idiot in Spanish. ]

Yeah, well, I haven't told anyone before

[autolysis]

Do you think she feels the same way?