la bandeja de entrada.

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wip.

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Well if she hasn't said it there's no reason to get upset

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Yeah, you're probably right
Thanks

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So how did you get that picture of her

[hgb]

When she wasn't looking

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Bullshit she doesn't mean anything to you as anything other than a student
That's why you're upset, isn't it

[ She will absolutely @ you. ]

[hgb]

What the hell do you think I've been trying to tell you?

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I speak English, Spanish and Spanglish, not broody ass.

[hgb]

You forgot bitch

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No, I said English

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That's nice

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This is why you need to use your words pendejo

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[ Careful, Mari, it feels oddly comforting when you call him an idiot in Spanish. ]

Yeah, well, I haven't told anyone before

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Do you think she feels the same way?

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She's nineteen, Mari

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1 that doesn't answer my question
2 if she does then are you going to let her down gently?

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Jesus
She doesn't feel the same way

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[ Marisol shouts to her girlfriend across the living room 'WHY ARE MEN SO DENSE'. ]

You're kidding right
She got upset when she found out you were with another girl
For a guy who reads a lot of books you sure are a fucking moron

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She was embarrassed
You haven't fucking met her, she wears pink and talks to flowers and this isn't the first time she's gotten embarrassed about these things even when it's had nothing to do with me

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So she doesn't want to see you for the rest of the day because she's embarrassed

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Like I said, you haven't met her
This isn't why I told you.

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[ She still thinks he's dense as fuck but she's going to let it slide for now. ]

Then why did you tell me?

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I just needed someone else to know, alright?

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She's the one that needs to know Ash
Not me

[hgb]

Alright, well, thanks for nothing.

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What is it you want me to say?
You're a piece of shit? That you suck? That you're some kind of slut for engaging in casual sex and accidentally hurting the girl who clearly has no interest in you whatsoever despite being very upset to the point where she decided she couldn't see you today?
I'm not going to tell you what you want to hear because it's not true
You deserve to be happy Ash
There are very few people alive who don't
If her age is the only thing keeping you from saying something fine
But if its some bullshit about how you're not worthy of love then get your head out of your ass