la bandeja de entrada.

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wip.

Comments

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What is it you want me to say?
You're a piece of shit? That you suck? That you're some kind of slut for engaging in casual sex and accidentally hurting the girl who clearly has no interest in you whatsoever despite being very upset to the point where she decided she couldn't see you today?
I'm not going to tell you what you want to hear because it's not true
You deserve to be happy Ash
There are very few people alive who don't
If her age is the only thing keeping you from saying something fine
But if its some bullshit about how you're not worthy of love then get your head out of your ass

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[ Wow, if he could've interrupted that at like any point— ]

If you don't want me to tell you shit then don't ask me to
You fucking asked me to
Unless you only want to know what's going on with me as long as Marisol Acuña approves of my choices
This is how I'm handling it and I just didn't want to be carrying it alone for five fucking minutes

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Don't fucking put words in my mouth
I'm not annoyed that you're telling me but as my best friend it hurts to see you beat yourself up and feel like shit all the time and know I can't do anything about it

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I don't know what to tell you about that

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Wish I knew too

[hgb]

[ No, she doesn't. ]

I'll give you back to Willa. She's probably tired of hearing about what an idiot I am by now

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If she was tired of that she'd have left me by now :P

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People will put up with a lot

[ His way of saying sorry, maybe. ]

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Because they care.

[ Apology accepted. ]